Bhoomi's diary

Some days, I feel like an imposter in my own body, and I’m afraid someone’s going to call me out on my crap. I have a history of ruining good things. Taylor Swift has a song called ‘This Is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things,’ I relate to it because I’ve ruined so many good things in anger. ‘Anti-hero’ by Taylor Swift is the anthem of my insecurities. If only someone could convince me that I’m not the problem every time. We all make mistakes in life, and I’ve learned that some people blame themselves while others pass the blame onto someone else. I tend to blame myself, even when I know I’m not entirely at fault, I might blame the other person when describing the incident, but deep down, I know my insecurities, they could never leave this opportunity to make me hate on myself. My mind is my biggest enemy and also my strongest weapon, quite ironic isn’t it? Reminds me of love, it can be both a weakness and a strength.

Dear mind,
Please co-operate with me,
We can be a good team.